Make my own. Having once lived in a house thirty years or so ago in whose little kitchen some of the early boilies were regularly made, I got to know good boilies but never used them except for the time in 1985 when my boilie-maker friend, Kevin, handed me a dozen that were destined for his "Black Water" monsters and told me to try them on the Kennet near Newbury for barbel, fishing that I was doing three days or evenings a week at the time. And I caught a fish, a 6- or -7-pounder, marvelled at my good fortune or luck, then promptly never used boilies for barbel again until the early 2000s. Never made the connection, nor the one with pellets, yet I had been using trout pellet paste with great success for barbel since the mid 1970s. Mental blindspot. Bonkers.
I only need very small quantities of boilies for my barbel and small-river carping, have just two or three A1 recipes, so have a boilie-making session perhaps only three times a year, with some being dried and stored and the others going fresh into the freezer. In such small numbers, boilies and their making are a bit of non-culinary domestic science fun.