Its going to be very hard this time,when i had stomach cancer 5years ago i was 5years younger and had lost no weight and a few minor ailments apart felt ok.
This time i dont feel well and my weight has dropped well over a stone.
One of the cancers is in a bad spot and i have to go in hospital for overnight testing because my consultant surgeon is not sure what he is up against and this bloke saved my life over 5years ago. He told me he might send me for chemo but is not certain.
My wife is in a state because if anything happens to me she will not be able to cope or live in the house,she is disabled and also has epilepsy.
Things are not good and i dont mean just for me